I think I’ve realized my problem. I can’t stay mad at people. I can be super annoyed and pissed at you, but give me an hour or two and I’d be cooled off (with the exception of one or two people, lol). I feel bad now because I was giving off an attitude. but I’m not gonna apologize… after all, I did get mad at a good reason, not just out of nowhere. but fuck, (lol buttfuck) it gets to be too much and too overwhelming sometimes. Maybe it’s because I’m a girl, I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I’m me. If I were someone else, it wouldn’t matter because I wouldn’t be ME.
Whatever it is, I wish I could either commit myself to being mad at people or jsut not get mad at all (especially over petty things that are no. big. deal.)
but seeing as they won’t see it.
sorry mother fuckers LOL, but you guys are stupid, seriously.
I guess you can constantly put me down. Call me stupid and shit, whatever. But when you’re doing it every fucking time you talk to me, it’s annoying. I’m definitely not the smartest person, but I’m definitely smarter than you guys combined. You guys are constantly using me like a punching bag, directing all your insults at me, like I don’t have feelings. I can tolerate a lot of shit from you guys, but that much? God damn.
If I fight back, I’ll feel bad. If I don’t, then I’m just taking it like a loser. Either way I don’t win.
Go ahead and call me whatever you want because I know you’re joking. but when you’re doing it every fucking second you’re talking to me, to the point where I can’t even ask a simple question without vulgarity aimed at me, fuck you guys already.
This track here is not a song, nor a tune. It is a sound. A sound compiled by satanists in the early 12th century to open a door to hell to willingly given their souls to Lucifer. A sound used in 13th centure Europe during Excorisms to open the gates of hell in order to send the demon within someone back to its origins. This track is a danger to play for when it opens the gates of hell, it allows demons to enter wherever you are. Play at your own risk!!! There are certain “safe” zone where this track will not play at all and these zones are usually holy places such as churches where demons would not dare to lurk.
Does anyone want to listen to this and tell me how it goes? I’m too scared.
OMG I’M TOO SCARED TO LISTEN TO IT…. SOMEONE LISTEN TO IT FOR ME……….
where your close friend says: “I’m glad you asked about how I was doing. I was literally breaking up inside, but smiling on the outside. I guess I just needed someone to listen to my true story. It’s been so long since I’ve actually felt relieved for once. I am truly thankful for you being in my life.” She had changed, for her eyes were brilliant and cheery, instead of worried and distant.
Words cannot describe, or even grasp the feelings that coursed through me after hearing that, or to see her finally be at ease. The only thing I could do was just smile and hug “her” tight.
Always check up on your friends every now and then, for smiles aren’t always true. Look into their eyes and you’ll see a completely different story; eyes can never conceal the truth.